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recently, we’ve gotten so much closer
feels like it’s just you & me
us against the world
fighting deliberately
fighting for what we believe in
i don’t even know if we’ll make it
you by my side, i feel like i can do anything
& sometimes, i just don’t give a shit (about anything anymore)
you give me hope
you truly do
as our lives unfold before our every eyes
i hope i can help in some way too,
stay strong love
& take my hand
because together
we’ll make them understand
that we can do this
we’ll pull through,
we’ll push & push, & fight on
because what else can we do?
& in the end
we’ll stand strong
as we hold our heads high
& prove them all wrong. (11/7/09)
say anything - ahhh…men
there’s a crack in the edge of the end of the world
where i will sit with my love, in its fluorescent swirl
eat us up, break it down to the tiniest cell
in our room with a view, and a window to hell
gosh, oh how i just hate saying ‘goodbye’. it’s weird though because Melanie is only going to be gone for a week & i was blubbering when i left her at the place where she’s going to be for just a week when there were times over the summer i wouldn’t see her for months at a time, it’s so weird. i don’t know, saying goodbye makes it so final, as if i won’t be able to see her ever again, even though i know this isn’t true. i’m just glad that the place looks pretty nice & i hope that her preconceive notions that there’s a bad feeling to all this is wrong… i hope this works. i hope this helps her, i truly do. i’m so scared for her despite the fact that i want to be strong for the both of us. i know we can get over this, together. together, we can do almost anything, the possibilities are endless. & i know for sure, that we can fight this, we’ll come out stronger & as survivors. i don’t even know why i’m comparing my situation to hers when obviously mine is trivial compared to hers, compared to most people. i feel so pathetic that i’m too weak to deal w/my own problems. Melanie on the other hand, has so much fight in her, i just try to avoid conflict as much as possible. i just hope she has it in her mind & heart that everyone who cares & loves her does truly care & love her. i just pray that this will help. oh please God. i never really knew how much it hurt when you know you’ll be missing someone for awhile, i just hope it all works out.
definition: an awkward, shy, lazy, accident prone, semi-anti social 18 yr old girl trying to find her place in the world. you can usually catch her reading, writing, doodling, listening to music, on the internet. she has a best friend/luver/soul sister named Melanie.
